Random background info......

I’m not sure if I really ever saw myself as they "type" of person who would want to get married but I sort of admire the idea. I know I have had my fair share of ups and downs with the subject. There were a few times in my life where I thought I had found someone I could seriously marry. Now in hindsight, I praise the gods that it never happened. I was either too young, too naive, or just not in the "right" place with myself. Hell, it was probably a combination of all three and then some.

A reality check really came in the form of all things, FACEBOOK! I began receiving friend requests from people I went to high school with and there was one prominent theme~ Everyone seemed to be married and most had a family too! WOW, did I miss the boat on this or something???? Was I so bad at relationships that I wasn’t married, or even close to married, and in my 30's? I know I’m not some kind of outer world mutant who is absolutely disgusting, so what is my problem? I am educated, have a career, and fun to be with (hahaha, so Ive been told). I don’t think im the prettiest girl out there, but I know I am not the ugliest either..... Someone please send me some insight..... I am beginning to think it is the type of guys that I am choosing to be with.

Well, I need to get back to what pays the bills so I will update this blog a little later... Aloha~