Tuesday May 5, 2009

...It started off as an ordinary day...and turned out to be a really LONG day. Like usual, I woke up around 0430 to get ready for work and make it on time at 0600. Got ready, kissed Kiana and Shawn goodbye and went on my merry day. I left work around 1 pm to meet my mom and aunt at the doctors for none other than a psychological evaluation for my mom's kidney transplant. From what we all could tell and what the psychologist told us, she is going to push it forward as a go. I guess I am sane...I passed the test...well maybe just sane enough to give up a kidney to a mother I despised most of my adult life. Why? For many reasons that still upset me, but little by little Im trying to get over it. I used to tell my friend Mikki that between my childhood and adulthood with my mother and my ex-boyfriend who was extremely abusive, i would need counseling for a very long time.....hahahaha.
The meeting with the doctor lasted a little over 2 hours. We were bombarded with tons of questions dealing with income, family, and the consequences of donating a kidney. I personally have no problems with it. I only need one to live, so...... why not? She needs it more than I do!
After the meeting, I called Shawn on my way home and for some reason I didn't like and answer he gave me to a question I asked so I hung up on him, I told him "goodbye" and hung up. Mind you, he also left last night for a week long trip to Montana so if anytime there was to pick a fight with him, yesterday wasn't it since he was leaving. Im not sure what it is that makes me so ticked off with him....sometimes he could have done absolutely nothing and Ill find some reason to be mad at him. Why? Im wondering if it is some sort of inner resentment to something that happened in the past and im not letting go of it. I haven't really figured it out yet, but I would sure like to know.
Well, when i got home, Shawn showed up shortly after, we argued for a little and then I had to leave for a dinner. My aunt flew into town and wanted to take us to eat at the Cheesecake Factory. I didn't want to leave being mad at him so I went into the bathroom while he was taking a shower and told him goodbye and for him to call me when he has time.
Side Bar: I sometimes feel like him not being happy with his situation and not being where he wants to be in life and with his business is really dragging our relationship down. He is always depressed or upset. I know he tried not to show it too much while I am around but I can see right through he facade he puts up. It brings me down to see him like that and when I want to go out or do something, I feel bad. Am I a bad person for feeling this way? All I know is that I wish things were different.....oh well, such is life and I am dealing with it....FOR NOW~!

Hello Kitty Mouse!

Okay, so most people who really know me, know I am absolutely obsessed with Hello Kitty. My friend in Japan sent this cute mouse to me and I had to set it up an duse it at work. It lights up and all! Talk about being a happy camper!!!! BTW, Nellie, dont be jealous! hahaha

Stuart Woods

Okay, so Im super excited....my absolutely FAVORITE author came out with a new book today.....best of all it is a new book from his Stone Barrington series. I am an absolute lover of his books and make sure I get every new book on the day they come out. I know, I m a little of a fanatic, I must say. I have also been accused of leaving parties to read some of his books. I cant wait to pick this one up on the way home.

Its been a while!

Wow, its been a while since Ive been on here, and thanks to Nellie's persistance, I decided to write something. Nothing much going on in Liane's world as of right now. Im pretty much just bored! I need to find some fun (I stress FUN) friends to hang out with. Any takers???? hahaha

What did I do today besides work? I ordered some clothes from Forever 21, and Express is having their "BOX" sale....check it out. http://www.express.com/home.jsp

I bought work clothes from express and of course play clothes from Forever 21. :)

Not much else going on besides LIFE!!!! Will write again later~~

The Packaging of St. Patty's Day Goodness

Happy St. Patrick's Day!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY ST. PATTY'S DAY!!!!

Well, its been a busy, busy week! I stayed up late last night to make rice krispie treats for Kiana's class and work. let me say what a pain in the ass this was. Making green shamrock shaped treats are not fun! It took forever and my finger tips are all JACKED up!!! Here is a picture of the finished products in a bag. (yes I know it looks like an illegal substance you can buy on a street corner, but it is NOT).

Our MWR Committee is also doing a Corned Beef and Cabbage fund raiser....we started at 6 am this morning chopping everything. Someone in our office cooked 18 briskets for today on Saturday (thanks LA!!)

First the cabbage, then potatoes...forgot to grab a picture of the potatoes.

All of it was then put into these slow cookers...first potates, then cabbage!

Oops, gotta go check on the cabbage...be right back!

Hey, Hey, Hey!!!!!

Okay, Im back at you! Ive been busy with class and personal life. Im back at work today and better than ever! I had a lot of things to catch up on, but Im glad to be back at my desk. I can turn on my heater (instead of freezing my ass off in the classroom) and i have my radio! WOW, the things that make someone happy at work, its amazing.

So, what has been going on? My hand has been healing but it is seriously itch! Shawn bought me some tennis gear and he is teaching me how to play....On Monday I went to an AA meeting and it was pure comedy! it is exactly like what you see on TV. I wanted to laugh, but I knew people were there because they were serious about it....I on the other hand needed to fulfill a requirement, and nothing more. I do have to say all of the people I met are seriously nice people! I think Im going to bring cookies to the next class....Hey maybe Ill make more friends then huh?

Im glad today is Thursday...just one more day until the weekend! Tomorrow Shawn has an important meeting with Hickam to go over prices and what not again! I hope he gets this contract...for his sake....and my sanity! hahaha He seems to be miserable right now stressed out about it, so Im hoping it all works out in his favor. When he is stressed out, it also affects me...hell I live with the guy! hahaha

Well, until next time......

XOXO